Un año en la vida de una persona como todas, retoricamente hablando

So, luego de la última vez que escribí todo se fue a la mierda, perdí la memoria, de repente estaba en cama muriendo, nadie me aceptaba en el hospital porque 🌈sistema de salud publica🌈, de repente estaba agonizando y no di más y morí, me fuí, sentí como me iba por un camino sin luz, tranquila, sin dolor, y escuché a mi mama gritando, de repente me agarraron de los brazos y me subieron y volví, volví al dolor, a la confusión...y de un dia para otro estaba en la uti, había …

Abrir y cerrar de ojos

En diciembre empecé un trabajo nuevo, mi primera pega sola sin mi mamá, como asistente, estaba feliz al principio, todo se veía prometedor y lindo, lo fue pero tambien pasaron cosas malas... Como todo trabajo yo creo, se aprovecharon mucho de mi ya que no tenía contrato, me pagaban muy poco y hacía demasiado, bajaba y subia 3 pisos unas 12 veces al día y mis rodillas empezaron a doler mucho ya que yo ya tengo problemas de articulaciones, pero tenía trabajo y en estos tiempos…

Y yo pensaba que tu nombre estaba muerto...

No tienes idea todo lo que te quiero, te hecho tanto de menos, te quiero conmigo siempre, quiero hablar contigo siempre, quiero besarte, quiero sentir tu amor a través de un abrazo, te quiero conmigo, quiero conocerte, quiero que conversemos, te necesito tanto que no tienes idea y nunca la tendrás. Las diferencias, el tiempo nos separó tanto que ya no se pude volver atras, ya no existe el camino para volver atras y tu no tienes ni siquiera idea de eso entonces como vas a que…

burn the witch

i wonder if love is always the same, its a fantasy that we live when we are kids just to find something worth it? its worth the pain, the stress, the happiness when you are old and need other things? love and companionship are two different things, you can love someone so much but that person is a good companion? isnt better live just the fantay like when you were a kid? be with someone just when you and the other want? so many sad songs about losing that one, being so, so s…

fuck all

So, life is hard sometimes, and no one will understand you the way you want to and i think that is the key in everything, you need someone to understand you?. What you really need is you, you need to understand you and care about you first and i promise, everything is going to be so easy, or more easy than it was in the past.
Some times i think that my life really suck a fuck and i have so many shitty stories and experiences and really really suck, i mean suck in a psycholog…

One of them

So, i cant sleep...and i was in the bathroom thinking
About them, i mean what the actual fuck i was thinking when i was with them, i mean, i hate me so much that i let so much shit go trough my life ? i mean the first one was a good boy, very good friend but more than that? fuck me, i'm stupid or something? but really, one of them, specially one of them make me think, why you hate YOU so much fran? he wasn't a good person to you, he just make cool photos of you (and …

It´s alive !

so, looking back to what i was, i think that i go through a lot of shit, but like A LOT and now life`s its like : "fucking stop fran, you are going to explode"..or something like that, now, i am very very unconfortable writing and very high.
 I was going to write something deep but i cant, my mind dont let me, can you imagine if you are high AND dont speak english? its like 23242344 times more difficult, fuck im dead.

I came back to lifffeee...

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barb, honey...we´re dead

first time that i feel nervous, i dont know, i dont want to go to school again, but i want to much to go and feel good studying and all that shit, dont know whats happening in my brain, i dont know what to do next, i am like a robot now, go to work, go back home, clean the house and sleep.. and repeat, i just think in the mood of ariana in 7 rings and got that in my to do list forever now, i just want to enjoy life, more and more because i feel that im not doing it right, si…

so, so tired

Love

The person you care about the most is usually the person who you will allow to hurt you the most