So, life is hard sometimes, and no one will understand you the way you want to and i think that is the key in everything, you need someone to understand you?. What you really need is you, you need to understand you and care about you first and i promise, everything is going to be so easy, or more easy than it was in the past.
Some times i think that my life really suck a fuck and i have so many shitty stories and experiences and really really suck, i mean suck in a psycholog…
So, i cant sleep...and i was in the bathroom thinking
About them, i mean what the actual fuck i was thinking when i was with them, i mean, i hate me so much that i let so much shit go trough my life ? i mean the first one was a good boy, very good friend but more than that? fuck me, i'm stupid or something? but really, one of them, specially one of them make me think, why you hate YOU so much fran? he wasn't a good person to you, he just make cool photos of you (and …
so, looking back to what i was, i think that i go through a lot of shit, but like A LOT and now life`s its like : "fucking stop fran, you are going to explode"..or something like that, now, i am very very unconfortable writing and very high.
I was going to write something deep but i cant, my mind dont let me, can you imagine if you are high AND dont speak english? its like 23242344 times more difficult, fuck im dead.
I came back to lifffeee...
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first time that i feel nervous, i dont know, i dont want to go to school again, but i want to much to go and feel good studying and all that shit, dont know whats happening in my brain, i dont know what to do next, i am like a robot now, go to work, go back home, clean the house and sleep.. and repeat, i just think in the mood of ariana in 7 rings and got that in my to do list forever now, i just want to enjoy life, more and more because i feel that im not doing it right, si…
Leer másshe thinks she's ugly, that she doesn't deserve anything in this world
life has been hard with her, trying to make her strong, but she is fragile, so fragile that with a touch she can be broken, she cries at night thinking nobody can hear her, she cries when its raining thinking nobody can see her, nobody understand her sadness, always feeling so bad, so not loved, so hurt.
the despair of not knowing whats wrong with her is killing her soul everyday a little more
but s…