So, i cant sleep...and i was in the bathroom thinking
About them, i mean what the actual fuck i was thinking when i was with them, i mean, i hate me so much that i let so much shit go trough my life ? i mean the first one was a good boy, very good friend but more than that? fuck me, i'm stupid or something? but really, one of them, specially one of them make me think, why you hate YOU so much fran? he wasn't a good person to you, he just make cool photos of you (and still got it on internet) and yes, he dress so good but omg, you did not even want to be his girlfriend!! you just said yes because you cant say NO stupid ! i don't know, i cant sleep and that hate to me was the first thing that came to my mind but why? because i'm used to hate me, but then i think : its okay fran, yes, sometimes you are a stupid cunt, but most of the time you are a pure person... with a problem yes, but a good person, so FUCK YOU me, i hope i was a good thing to them, i mean, that one still have photos of me, i MEAN -wickedlaugh- so, i think i learn.
Now i'm with two persons that love me the way i am, that two are all that i need, yes, one take the worst photos of me and the other NEVER take photos but its okay, i love them and they love me and thats all i need, that two persons that love me no matter what and want to be with the real me, i have other friends yes, but that two are so fucking special, i don't even have to make an effort to be something else, its cool.. finally! so i think this stupid cunt is a magician that can do life and be so happy now.
Over and out.
Goodnight!

save me barry!