i wonder if love is always the same, its a fantasy that we live when we are kids just to find something worth it? its worth the pain, the stress, the happiness when you are old and need other things? love and companionship are two different things, you can love someone so much but that person is a good companion? isnt better live just the fantay like when you were a kid? be with someone just when you and the other want? so many sad songs about losing that one, being so, so sad because you are alone, why? can you just live your life like you want to live it? im speaking like a WOMAN, because men can do whatever they want, they can go to drink, not being all the time with the kids, cooking and no cleaning or not cleaning at all, we woman have to do that things, we have to clean, have to cook, have to raise, have to care, we have to do everything because its our "duty", well, if things dont change why we have to do that for other that dont do the same for us? why cant we do all that "duty" just for ourselves, or if we want, for our children, but why we have to work for others just because it is? someone can say, you can find someone that isnt like that, yes i know but its not always like that, we need to be realistic: we are far from make a change regards woman rights, the mentality of what women "can", "have", etc to do is still a thing, i mean, we "have" to do something for you?, yes we sadly have to. if we are cleaning the house, your "companion", the person that lives with you ask "can i help you with something? i mean, do i need to explain that frase to say "you see? women are obligated to do the chores in the house and if the other wants to do that too, they ask if you need help, like it is a favor. thats why and 23093204 other reasons i say, its worth the romantic love? the things that the society tells you to do, move in together, get marry, buy a house, be the perfect housewife, wait for your husband with food everyday, all that is real? you need to do that to be happy? i dont think that but im raised in that type of thinking, i mean i was raised with disney princesses, i grew up thinking  that a prince was going to get me out of my misery and live happily ever after, they brainwashed me to think  like this. its hard to not to hope those things, its hard.